It's funny, just a few hours ago I was feeling upbeat and hopeful, and now I'm afraid and anxious.
On the one hand, reading the journey's of other women is encouraging, because many of them end up with children one way or another. On the other hand, it's frightening because these "happy endings" where 2 become 3 take years...and I'm not prepared. I don't know how to survive years of this mess when so many of my friends are having babies left and right. I don't know how much of this hope and disappointment roller coaster I can handle.
Jesus, help me. Saints, pray for us.
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